I literally wanted to cry out loud right now. I wanted to weep that it really, really hurts so bad.
I know you are all aware of the feeling that something has taken away from you. When all of a sudden. You aren’t either prepare for it, none of us.
Memories are invested through time and love. Those are treasured beyond matters, and to keep memories last we have to save them through photo keepsakes. I personally love documenting not just special occasions but also day-to-day basis that is worth capturing.
When Iphone 6 hit the market, I really wanted to invest myself one because not just because it’s trendy but my works somehow demands the quality of this phone, plus the fact that I like it. I invested one, and decided to go on a 64gb memory because I intend it for my photos and videos.
I have like 5,000 photos which includes photos and videos on my Iphone last month (if my memory serves me still right despite of this melancholic feeling) I don’t know how many gb it was. I transferred it all to my laptop back then, and I dont know the reason why I transfered it.
The sad truth is that, it was all gone now. All those documented special and not-so-special days were all gone, forever.
Bryan reformatted my laptop yesterday for some valid reasons and the basic thing I know about it is that he’ll reformat the drive C. (Just like what always he did) But unfortunately, it came out all drives where reformatted. He explained to me but it was too technical and my brain does not want to process it. I’m not putting the blame to Bryan, I know he was also upset with it, but I am much more than him. I hope he could have done something better to save all those files. 😭
It breaks my heart to think that the laughers treasured during Christmas vacation, family gatherings, office hang-outs,bully moments, and all coffee sesh were all vanished.
Please bear with me If this post is melodramatic or over-acting, this is just really upsetting.
What now? Bryan is trying to recover all those files and I don’t know how to explain what he is doing. Of course I am praying with all my heart that he’ll succeed.
If not, then I’ll have to start again compiling photos.
Now you can say that again, “Life is unfair and you have to deal with it“